Usually everybody post how much they love their kids and how precious they are, well I still love my kids, but today I am the worst mother in the world because I can't stand the little fuckers today!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, you heard me right, I actually said that! I'm I'm so pissed right now that I just don't care!
I know what I'm about to say might sound like a little thing to most of you, but today, it is a HUGE thing to me. Every single damn time that Jordyn takes a shower, she completely soaks the floor. I'm not talking about just a little bit of water, I'm talking an inch or more of standing water all over the bathroom. This time she really picked the wrong day to piss me off. In the process of doing this, she ruined a whole box of pantie liners and some of my tampons.
I'm so mad at her and so mad at myself that I just feel like bawling my eyes out! I don't know how many times I said fuck to her, and I don't ever talk like that to my kids! She was in her room with the door closed getting dressed, I was in the bathroom trying to repair the damage and not kill her, and I was talking to myself calling her a little bitch!!!!!!!!!!!
I have got to be the ultimate worst mother in the entire world!!!!!!! Please, Please, somebody, anybody, tell me I'm not alone and that I didn't just scar her for life!!!
Your not alone or a bad mother. We all have a days where we think the worst of our kids or even ourseleves. Just a "mommy time" and try to make the rest of the day better.
ReplyDeleteThanks Andrea, this is why I love you :)
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